I just spilled beer onto my laptop. Read between the lines..
So tonight I spent half of a previous paycheck on a bar tab, but it was worth it. It was worth it to be filled with familiarity and laughter and love that I've wondered about for so long. I won't be replaced, ever. It's validated. I am fucking happy.
I don't know how I all of a sudden hit the jackpot of life. Yes, I'm broke. Yes, my sister might go to jail and I will care for her unborn child. Yes, I still have a closet full of skeletons wreaking of past relationships and fucking cancer.. but fuck, I am happy. It's Nick's birthday and I am just bursting with a feeling I want him to feel. Fucking happiness.
And texts from Steph all of a sudden put everything into perspective and make me feel okay about life. About everything. About my situations and previous situations. I love her. Ya know, Because we could die tomorrow and so why the fuck shouldn't we live today?! Exactly.
If you're not now, you never were.
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