I feel as though my little heart is breaking lately. No specific reason or wrong doing, just things.
If I could, I would keep Nicky in a bubble forever. I'm scared that one day I'll come home and he'll be gone. And I'm not sure which gone I'm talking about. And I'm not sure which gone is worse. (Right now I am semi-watching Joe and him play NHL and I'm very thankful for Joe in our lives. For the first time in a long time, Nick's actually smiling and laughing and Obama fist bumping.)
I got really sad about Marley not being here today. I thought it might be a good idea to youtube some videos of border collies. It was kind of a bad idea because I cried like a goddamn baby for 12 min. while watching the same video over and over set to the tune of "You've got a friend in me".
Oh my.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
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