.. the only dude that truly ever will be is my dog, Marley, and that's okay.
I fear I spoke (evoked my real feelings via an internet diary) too soon.
Poo.
I should promise myself I will not give away the milk for free anymore. Not with such a pricey cow for sale.
From now on.. fun. No feelings, just fun.
(Stephanie, I miss you.)
OH GOD. I totally lost my cool at work today. Seriously, I cannot show my face tomorrow (tonight). If it wasn't already completely obvious that I've never got over you/smitten to an extreme/me/us.. it probably is grossly and blatantly obvious now. I'm a fucking embarassment. I had to turn on the air conditioning in 50 degree weather. Co-workers stared and wondered why I couldn't get it together. Not like I can ever really get it together, but come on. And the woman in the next car definitely said "You look like you need a cold shower." Normally, I'd be offended and feel ridden with perversion.. but truer words have never been spoken to me in quite some time.
Since when am I a horny 15 year old boy? And since when have I gotten so jaded by this area that I literally bought a one-way ticket out of here? Since when has my head not only been unattached from my body, but been so far up in the clouds that I can confirm the absence of heaven?
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Trisha we are completely in the same place right now as far as boys go.
And I too need to be a little more protective of my milk!
I feel like my sex drive kicked into overdrive to make up for the lack of affection being sans boyfriend brings. It's no good. No good at all.
I back the no babes til 09 camp.
And I don't know if you really LITERALLY bought a one way ticket out of here but I plan on doing the same after our rilo trip.
I haven't decided between Montreal (for sentimental reasons), Tennessee (for sense of self and heart expanding reasons) or Ithaca (for a quickly beating heart and doe eyes reasons) yet but either way. I need to go for a while. This place will eat you alive.
All of that aside...
I vote for a fabulous and single, drama free, forget everything group trip this summer! Somewhere we'll never forget.
A true blue just like the movies type of adventure while we're all still young enough to have one.
Yes?
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