One for the road.

I really feel like I'm nothing. Nothing special, nothing extraordinary, nothing substantial. And I'll never be responsible. I like to say "Whoa.. I spent the last 3 years of my life taking care of someone who was sick with cancer.. give me a good reason why I shouldn't go nuts?" What an excuse. What a bullshit excuse. What a really fucking shitty excuse. Hey, at least I admit to my excuses.. right? hah right.

I will now shower and go to work 3 hours late because I really am full of excuses and absolutely nothing.